{"id":151,"date":"2022-02-13T00:06:00","date_gmt":"2022-02-12T21:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/?p=151"},"modified":"2026-11-10T00:51:09","modified_gmt":"2026-11-09T21:51:09","slug":"yurumek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/?p=151","title":{"rendered":"y\u00fcr\u00fcmek"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">*&#8230;herkesin bir bildi\u011fi vard\u0131r o\u011flum; herkesin girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yer vard\u0131r, herkesin tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu bir yer<br>vard\u0131r, herkesin usta oldu\u011fu bir yer vard\u0131r, herkesin seyirci oldu\u011fu bir yer vard\u0131r, herkesin rahat oldu\u011fu bir<br>yer vard\u0131r, herkesin efendi oldu\u011fu bir yer vard\u0131r, k\u00f6pekler herkesi kovalayabilir, herkesin k\u00f6pekler<br>taraf\u0131ndan kovalanabilece\u011fi, kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 edilebilece\u011fi bir yer vard\u0131r. <span class=\"sf\">(sf 57)<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>*Ah ni\u00e7in bir iz ar\u0131yoruz, ni\u00e7in nedenler, sonu\u00e7lar, ni\u00e7in an\u0131lan, and\u0131k\u00e7a ya\u015faran g\u00f6zler ar\u0131yoruz? Bir<br>y\u00fcre\u011fin s\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131, avu\u00e7lar\u0131n terlemesini, bo\u011faz\u0131n kurumas\u0131n\u0131, beynin \u00e7atlarcas\u0131na zonklamas\u0131n\u0131<br>istiyoruz? Bekliyoruz. Ni\u00e7in geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakmak; geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bak\u0131nca arkada \u00f6nemli bir \u015fey bulmak<br>istiyoruz? <span class=\"sf\">(sf 105)<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>*Kim aynadaki g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc usanmadan seyredebilir? Kim kendi sesini dinleyebilir saatlerce \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rmadan?<br><span class=\"sf\">(sf 118)<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><br>*Ben bu aday\u0131 on g\u00fcn \u00f6nce sevmi\u015fsem; bu denizi, kumu, g\u00fcne\u015fi, bu bizi bize b\u0131rakan, b\u0131rakmay\u0131 bilmi\u015f<br>halk\u0131, onlar\u0131n \u015faraplar\u0131n\u0131, horalar\u0131n\u0131, ikonalar\u0131n\u0131 sevmi\u015fsem, bug\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u0131karma gemisinin<br>geli\u015fini, bu gemiyle b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara a\u00e7\u0131lan sava\u015f\u0131 nas\u0131l sevebilirim? Hangi do\u011fru bu sevgiyi haks\u0131z<br>\u00e7\u0131karabilir? Bu do\u011fulu, \u00fcrkek, ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, neyi, ni\u00e7in, ne zaman yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeyen, \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fckleri<br>halktan daha hakl\u0131 nedenlerle, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir eve karanl\u0131kta b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kedi gibi \u00fcrken bu asker<br>bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 sevmi\u015fsem, onlar\u0131 bu korkuya salan, bu ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, bu s\u0131laya, yabanc\u0131l\u0131\u011fa salan, asl\u0131nda hep<br>haks\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa u\u011fram\u0131\u015f bu insanlar\u0131 haks\u0131zm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6steren nedenleri nas\u0131l sevebilirim? B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlara ger\u00e7ek,<br>do\u011fru, ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmaz gibi anlamlar\u0131 nas\u0131l verebilir, bu adlar\u0131 nas\u0131l takabilirim? Seni tek ba\u015f\u0131na, bunlar\u0131<br>g\u00f6rmeden, duymadan, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden nas\u0131l sevebilir, sevgimi bunlardan nas\u0131l s\u0131y\u0131rabilirim? Ben sana<br>benzesem de, sen bana benzesen de, biz birlikte bu haks\u0131zl\u0131ktan ayr\u0131, yabanc\u0131, kopmu\u015f gibi benzerliksek<br>nas\u0131l sevi\u015febiliriz?<br><em>Sevgi Soysal<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>*&#8230;herkesin bir bildi\u011fi vard\u0131r o\u011flum; herkesin girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir yer vard\u0131r, herkesin tan\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu bir yervard\u0131r, herkesin usta oldu\u011fu bir yer vard\u0131r, herkesin seyirci oldu\u011fu bir yer vard\u0131r, herkesin rahat oldu\u011fu biryer vard\u0131r, herkesin efendi oldu\u011fu bir yer vard\u0131r, k\u00f6pekler herkesi kovalayabilir, herkesin k\u00f6peklertaraf\u0131ndan kovalanabilece\u011fi, kap\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131 edilebilece\u011fi bir yer vard\u0131r. (sf 57) *Ah ni\u00e7in [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_hic_yazilis_tarihi":"2022-02-13","footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"yazar":[],"class_list":["post-151","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-genel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=151"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":163,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/151\/revisions\/163"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=151"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=151"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=151"},{"taxonomy":"yazar","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/hicyoktan.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fyazar&post=151"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}